1 00:01:16,649 --> 00:01:21,730 Zoe? The funeral was really nice. I'm only sorry I wasn't in town to help you 2 00:01:21,730 --> 00:01:22,730 with it. 3 00:01:23,410 --> 00:01:24,410 Hmm. 4 00:01:24,610 --> 00:01:26,650 I don't remember seeing you there. 5 00:01:27,150 --> 00:01:28,390 I was in the back. 6 00:01:28,810 --> 00:01:30,090 I didn't say a word. 7 00:01:30,710 --> 00:01:31,930 Not a hello or anything. 8 00:01:32,150 --> 00:01:33,550 I didn't want to upset anyone. 9 00:01:37,910 --> 00:01:40,310 Can I come in? 10 00:01:59,760 --> 00:02:01,720 Wow, the place hasn't changed a bit. 11 00:02:06,840 --> 00:02:09,100 Sorry. Old habit, I guess. 12 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:22,560 There's really no need for you to get comfy and drag this out. What, do you 13 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:27,420 money? No, I've just come to see how you're doing. Listen, when my birth 14 00:02:27,420 --> 00:02:32,180 left my dad... He was devastated, and when he married you, I've never seen him 15 00:02:32,180 --> 00:02:33,180 happier in my life. 16 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:39,260 I saw everyone apologizing for your loss, giving you handshakes and hugs, 17 00:02:39,260 --> 00:02:41,320 one reminded you of how happy you made my daddy. 18 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:48,580 Honey, I'm so sorry. 19 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:54,920 Your father just passed away, and I can't even imagine the pain you're 20 00:02:55,180 --> 00:02:57,940 I mean, even though you two weren't very close at the... end. 21 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:01,160 I just, I shouldn't have assumed. 22 00:03:02,800 --> 00:03:06,920 Assumed? Because you know when you assume, you make an asset of you and me. 23 00:03:12,580 --> 00:03:13,580 Sorry. 24 00:03:16,020 --> 00:03:21,840 Well, you probably have a plane to catch, right? I mean, thank you for 25 00:03:21,840 --> 00:03:22,840 by. 26 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:24,500 I've decided to move back home. 27 00:03:25,940 --> 00:03:26,940 Home? 28 00:03:28,560 --> 00:03:29,560 You mean back to Nebraska? 29 00:03:30,920 --> 00:03:34,220 Yes, and back here with you, if you'll have me. 30 00:03:35,380 --> 00:03:36,800 Oh, well, 31 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:40,320 I want 32 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:45,240 to help you. 33 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:52,760 I know Dad was sort of the breadwinner of the family, and now that he's dead, I 34 00:03:52,760 --> 00:03:56,160 wish I could give all the money back, but I was dumb back then. 35 00:03:57,020 --> 00:03:59,400 I would give anything to reverse the choices I made. 36 00:03:59,780 --> 00:04:04,760 The truth is, you love me more than my real mommy, and I took you for granted. 37 00:04:06,060 --> 00:04:09,940 I want to tell you I'm sorry, and I'm sorry is not even a big enough word to 38 00:04:09,940 --> 00:04:10,940 describe how I feel. 39 00:04:12,260 --> 00:04:16,720 Honey, is it possible that you have some of our money left? 40 00:04:17,600 --> 00:04:19,519 I mean, any of it? 41 00:04:23,440 --> 00:04:29,640 So, now that you've spent my life, saving, you need a place to stay. Is 42 00:04:29,640 --> 00:04:32,460 right? No, that's not it at all. 43 00:04:33,240 --> 00:04:36,820 Look, I'm going to go. It's obvious that you don't want me here. 44 00:04:39,400 --> 00:04:41,680 Oh, don't forget your bag. 45 00:04:45,460 --> 00:04:47,720 No, that's for you. 46 00:05:00,270 --> 00:05:01,270 Grandmother's plates! 47 00:05:03,550 --> 00:05:05,110 Well, not exactly. 48 00:05:05,590 --> 00:05:09,990 Her pawn shop already sold your grandma's, but I found these on an 49 00:05:09,990 --> 00:05:13,050 auction. Look, they're the same year as Nana's. 50 00:05:14,170 --> 00:05:15,170 1892. 51 00:05:17,210 --> 00:05:21,890 The plates you took from us have been in our family a very long time. 52 00:05:24,510 --> 00:05:26,970 I know that they were special to you. 53 00:05:27,350 --> 00:05:29,390 I wish that I had a set of ten. 54 00:05:29,880 --> 00:05:31,880 It took me three months of tripping to buy eight. 55 00:05:32,560 --> 00:05:35,560 My feet are still killing me from wearing those wicked high heels. 56 00:05:37,840 --> 00:05:40,660 The rest are in this bag. I'll just leave them for you. 57 00:05:41,540 --> 00:05:44,260 It was amazing to see you again. You look beautiful. 58 00:05:44,520 --> 00:05:48,420 And I'm sorry about Daddy, but I'm grateful that you two found each other. 59 00:05:53,220 --> 00:05:54,220 Zoe. 60 00:05:58,260 --> 00:05:59,260 Yeah? 61 00:06:01,070 --> 00:06:06,350 Honey, if you need a place to stay for just a week or two, you can stay. 62 00:06:06,910 --> 00:06:09,130 Thank you, Mommy. Thank you so much. 63 00:06:12,730 --> 00:06:17,450 Listen, this is a temporary arrangement, okay? Do you understand? 64 00:06:18,510 --> 00:06:20,130 Yes. I'm so grateful. 65 00:06:20,470 --> 00:06:22,090 I'm not going to be a freeloader. 66 00:06:22,650 --> 00:06:26,710 I'm going to make your life as easy as possible. I'm going to cook. I'm going 67 00:06:26,710 --> 00:06:29,170 clean. I see you need the yard raked. 68 00:06:29,410 --> 00:06:30,410 I can do that. 69 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:33,120 And do the laundry if you want. No. 70 00:06:33,940 --> 00:06:36,920 Please do not touch my clothes, Zoe. 71 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:38,680 I won't steal your clothes anymore. 72 00:06:39,140 --> 00:06:40,280 Or your silverware. 73 00:06:40,720 --> 00:06:42,100 Or money out of your purse. 74 00:06:42,500 --> 00:06:43,500 I won't take anything. 75 00:06:44,120 --> 00:06:46,520 I want to give back. Or pay for your generosity. 76 00:06:48,040 --> 00:06:51,380 I'm going to get my old job back. And I'll pay half the rent if you want. 77 00:06:52,580 --> 00:06:54,460 You're going to help with the mortgage. 78 00:06:54,720 --> 00:06:55,699 Yes, Mommy. 79 00:06:55,700 --> 00:06:59,240 That's what I'm trying to tell you. I can and I will do it. 80 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:04,240 I realized that I may have not been a good person when I lived with you and 81 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:09,360 And that behavior made me do some things that I deeply regret. 82 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:13,780 I wrote about all this in an email I wrote to Dad before he passed. 83 00:07:14,140 --> 00:07:15,140 Did you read it? 84 00:07:18,160 --> 00:07:22,180 Well, that's disappointing, but I get why Dad would be suspicious of me. 85 00:07:22,740 --> 00:07:25,720 In New York, I moved in with a bunch of girls that were just like me. 86 00:07:26,240 --> 00:07:27,980 I saw how shallow we all were. 87 00:07:28,750 --> 00:07:31,770 We were only kind to each other when one of us wanted something. 88 00:07:33,510 --> 00:07:36,010 I started to realize how betrayed you and Dad felt. 89 00:07:36,350 --> 00:07:37,670 It's like I was in your shoes. 90 00:07:38,510 --> 00:07:42,330 I was so worried about one of the girls taking advantage of me, stealing from 91 00:07:42,330 --> 00:07:43,330 me. 92 00:07:43,710 --> 00:07:45,370 I hate myself for what I did. 93 00:07:45,650 --> 00:07:49,530 I can't take it back, but I can make it up to you. Please give me the 94 00:07:49,530 --> 00:07:51,110 opportunity to be good to you. 95 00:07:51,830 --> 00:07:57,030 Zoe, I... I'm not trying to tell you that I am a good person, because I'm 96 00:07:57,920 --> 00:07:58,920 But I'm trying. 97 00:07:59,880 --> 00:08:01,640 You can teach me to be a good person. 98 00:08:01,980 --> 00:08:03,340 I want to be like you, Mom. 99 00:08:16,200 --> 00:08:17,200 Hello? 100 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:19,200 Yes. 101 00:08:25,040 --> 00:08:26,720 Yes. Yes, sir. 102 00:08:28,200 --> 00:08:32,080 I am not going to be able to make a payment this month. 103 00:08:32,520 --> 00:08:38,900 Look, there's been unexpected circumstances, and yes, yes, but 104 00:08:38,900 --> 00:08:40,659 yes, I understand. 105 00:08:42,140 --> 00:08:48,840 I'm not trying to make an excuse, but... Okay, well, I 106 00:08:48,840 --> 00:08:54,160 could pay you the money that I was going to pay the funeral director this month, 107 00:08:54,260 --> 00:08:56,880 but it won't be a payment in full. 108 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:03,520 And you've already told me that I can't take a second mortgage on my house, 109 00:09:03,580 --> 00:09:10,240 so... Please, I cannot lose my home. 110 00:09:10,540 --> 00:09:15,640 I mean, I want to pay you back every penny. It's just I was not expecting my 111 00:09:15,640 --> 00:09:20,560 husband to... Oh, okay. Of course. 112 00:09:21,320 --> 00:09:25,300 Yes, I will be in your office with the payment by next month. 113 00:09:46,790 --> 00:09:48,870 I'm sorry. I need to run an errand. 114 00:09:51,730 --> 00:09:53,030 Sure. Can I come with? 115 00:09:54,090 --> 00:09:55,090 No. 116 00:09:55,250 --> 00:09:56,470 No. Thank you. 117 00:09:56,810 --> 00:09:59,430 But can I trust that you'll let Fluffy out for me? 118 00:09:59,790 --> 00:10:01,370 Absolutely. You can count on me. 119 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:06,740 silk sweater oh my god it's dry clean only and there's a hole 120 00:11:06,740 --> 00:11:13,140 what oh 121 00:11:13,140 --> 00:11:15,240 well this used to fit me 122 00:12:59,690 --> 00:13:04,250 If you want to see more, just send A2. 123 00:13:05,870 --> 00:13:06,870 Knock much? 124 00:13:09,830 --> 00:13:10,930 What were you doing? 125 00:13:13,070 --> 00:13:16,230 Working. I don't even want to know. 126 00:13:16,710 --> 00:13:18,550 I mean, the house is a mess. 127 00:13:18,830 --> 00:13:20,330 My bottle is empty. 128 00:13:20,690 --> 00:13:24,350 No, that couldn't have been me. You sure you didn't accidentally put an empty 129 00:13:24,350 --> 00:13:25,350 bottle back in the fridge? 130 00:13:25,550 --> 00:13:29,070 You are an adult now, and you need to act your age. 131 00:13:29,550 --> 00:13:32,790 Do you need to be talking to your roommate like that, mother? 132 00:13:34,050 --> 00:13:38,110 I paid for two -thirds of the mortgage this month. I think you can lay off of 133 00:13:38,110 --> 00:13:39,870 for every little thing that annoys you. 134 00:13:40,210 --> 00:13:45,890 I don't bug you when you get annoying. Listen, this is my house, and I make the 135 00:13:45,890 --> 00:13:46,890 rules. 136 00:13:46,990 --> 00:13:51,550 Okay, thank you for at least listening to your music on your headphones, but I 137 00:13:51,550 --> 00:13:55,510 bit my tongue about your stupid noise roll, but no more. You are such a 138 00:13:55,510 --> 00:13:58,690 hypocrite. What about last night when you were drinking wine through a... 139 00:13:58,830 --> 00:14:03,190 whistler and then pass out on your vibrator. I didn't say a thing when I 140 00:14:03,190 --> 00:14:07,310 and saw that awkward shit, but from the looks of it, I'm more of an adult than 141 00:14:07,310 --> 00:14:11,190 you. I'm paying more of the mortgage and I'm not moping around feeling sorry for 142 00:14:11,190 --> 00:14:13,110 myself. Feeling sorry for myself? 143 00:14:13,390 --> 00:14:17,210 Stop. Time to move on, Morticia. Get out of the house and figure out how you're 144 00:14:17,210 --> 00:14:18,210 going to pay for this place. 145 00:14:18,290 --> 00:14:22,390 I'll have you know that I'm with it interviews all day today and this is... 146 00:14:22,990 --> 00:14:27,450 You've crossed the line here. I love my dad, but let's be honest. Most of the 147 00:14:27,450 --> 00:14:28,650 time, he was a total dick. 148 00:14:28,930 --> 00:14:32,010 Zoe, I know that he wouldn't let you get a job. 149 00:14:32,290 --> 00:14:35,430 We loved him, sure, but he was a controlling nightmare. 150 00:14:36,030 --> 00:14:38,170 Is it so wrong to get on with your life? 151 00:14:38,410 --> 00:14:39,570 He was my husband. 152 00:14:40,010 --> 00:14:41,010 Your father. 153 00:14:41,350 --> 00:14:45,190 I mean, it's only been ten days, but it's not like he just went on a trip. 154 00:14:45,490 --> 00:14:49,530 I mean, he didn't... He didn't love us? He didn't love us, Mom. Jesus, fuck. 155 00:14:49,910 --> 00:14:50,910 Language! 156 00:14:51,270 --> 00:14:55,830 Oh, my... You know, that's it. That's it. Just get your things. It's time for 157 00:14:55,830 --> 00:14:56,970 you to go. Just get out. 158 00:14:57,310 --> 00:15:01,170 Nope. Call the police. Go ahead and look into it. You can't get me out of here 159 00:15:01,170 --> 00:15:04,130 unless you get an eviction notice. Good luck getting one of those in less than 160 00:15:04,130 --> 00:15:05,130 six months. 161 00:15:05,570 --> 00:15:09,390 You... You wanna talk? 162 00:15:22,540 --> 00:15:23,880 I know you're a lesbian, Mom. 163 00:15:25,980 --> 00:15:30,800 You're just a sad lugbo who shouldn't have been married to Dad or any man in 164 00:15:30,800 --> 00:15:31,800 first place. 165 00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:37,860 What I don't know is why you stayed in a platonic relationship with Dad when you 166 00:15:37,860 --> 00:15:38,920 could have found real love. 167 00:16:57,700 --> 00:16:58,700 I'm sorry. 168 00:17:01,100 --> 00:17:02,100 No, you're not. 169 00:17:02,820 --> 00:17:06,839 This was your plan all along just to use me when I'm not my strongest. 170 00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:08,640 I flipped. 171 00:17:08,839 --> 00:17:10,859 I know that I should think before I speak. 172 00:17:11,140 --> 00:17:12,680 That's what people do when they are good. 173 00:17:13,839 --> 00:17:16,300 I shouldn't have said those things because they hurt your feelings. 174 00:17:18,410 --> 00:17:22,470 I want you to know that I was in love with your father, Zoe Marie. 175 00:17:23,770 --> 00:17:26,050 I know you loved him. We both did. 176 00:17:32,310 --> 00:17:33,490 I'm so sorry. 177 00:18:10,220 --> 00:18:11,820 How did you know about my past? 178 00:18:12,280 --> 00:18:17,100 When I was younger, I heard Dad arguing with you about a woman that you kissed 179 00:18:17,100 --> 00:18:18,100 from your work. 180 00:18:21,180 --> 00:18:24,580 That's all I know. I didn't know for a fact if you were a lesbian. 181 00:18:24,940 --> 00:18:25,940 That's all I heard. 182 00:18:26,780 --> 00:18:32,640 I met your father when I was very young, and he was a very strong, very 183 00:18:32,640 --> 00:18:33,700 persistent man. 184 00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:38,160 And he wanted to marry me, and I needed a place to live. 185 00:18:40,360 --> 00:18:44,960 I liked him. Of course, he had his faults, but I grew to love him. 186 00:18:45,380 --> 00:18:52,100 And I guess I always had a thing for women, you could say. I 187 00:18:52,100 --> 00:18:54,140 guess just kind of a kink. 188 00:18:54,920 --> 00:18:58,780 But you and Dad were never really intimate, right? 189 00:19:01,420 --> 00:19:02,420 I'm sorry. 190 00:19:02,500 --> 00:19:04,500 I'm not thinking before I speak again. 191 00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:06,220 Honey, it's okay. 192 00:19:07,200 --> 00:19:08,340 Look, I... 193 00:19:10,030 --> 00:19:11,450 I'm just scared to tell you. 194 00:19:12,150 --> 00:19:14,830 Mom, it's okay. I like girls too. 195 00:19:15,650 --> 00:19:19,110 Sometimes I wonder if that's why my biological mom left. 196 00:19:20,150 --> 00:19:23,990 It's okay to like girls in New York. Girls walk down the street holding 197 00:19:24,150 --> 00:19:26,050 They can kiss and hug when they go on dates. 198 00:19:26,310 --> 00:19:27,590 Just like straight couples. 199 00:19:27,930 --> 00:19:29,450 People only think it's weird here. 200 00:19:31,190 --> 00:19:33,550 I'm not really a lesbian, Zoe. 201 00:19:34,130 --> 00:19:35,970 Have you ever truly been in love? 202 00:19:37,110 --> 00:19:38,350 Well, your father... 203 00:19:46,640 --> 00:19:47,640 It's okay. 204 00:19:47,660 --> 00:19:48,860 It's just a little diversion. 205 00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:50,620 Just pretend with me. 206 00:19:59,300 --> 00:20:05,540 Oh, this is... No, Zoe, you're just a girl, and I'm too old. 207 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:08,360 Old? You'll never be old, Mom. 208 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:10,400 You're the hottest woman I've ever seen. 209 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:13,660 I want to kiss you, and I want you to kiss me back. 210 00:20:25,070 --> 00:20:27,970 She makes me feel when I've been numb. 211 00:20:28,810 --> 00:20:30,170 I'm feeling something. 212 00:20:31,650 --> 00:20:35,950 I just want to feel, and it's okay. 213 00:20:37,890 --> 00:20:40,410 How long have I loved my stepdaughter? 214 00:20:41,550 --> 00:20:46,390 And how many times have I wondered what it would be like to be with a girl like 215 00:20:46,390 --> 00:20:47,390 her? 216 00:20:47,970 --> 00:20:49,470 This can't be happening. 217 00:20:50,250 --> 00:20:53,550 It feels like a daydream, but it can't be reality. 218 00:20:54,730 --> 00:20:56,950 Am I living in some parallel universe? 219 00:20:57,350 --> 00:21:01,110 Somewhere between fantasy and reality? Past and present? 220 00:21:01,930 --> 00:21:03,510 My stepdaughter is 18. 221 00:21:03,850 --> 00:21:05,070 No, she's 19. 222 00:21:05,290 --> 00:21:06,290 It's okay. 223 00:21:06,490 --> 00:21:07,570 It's not okay. 224 00:21:07,870 --> 00:21:09,610 How could it feel so... 225 00:24:00,810 --> 00:24:01,810 Yes. 226 00:39:25,130 --> 00:39:26,130 Oh, God.